Boyfriends are for winter

How to stay SINGLE for 6 months

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    2012
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I thought i wanted what I needed…

I was sure I needed something. I still am sure. I had the Can’t-leave-without-it passion. I still do. But..then it happened. Let me tell you…I got it back. But i still feel broken. It doesn’t fix me. It’s not filling the space I thought it would. I thought i wanted him back. When he comes back it isn’t the same. I feel emptiness, sadness. But I’m still not ready to let it go. I can even say it hurts. It’s uncomfortable but at the same time reassuring. But i’m a bit insecure.When I look at him I see the love. WHen I blink I see the one who told me “i’m moving on”. Even if he’s there, he already left before.

I thought being lonely was suffering. I think it’s having what you thought would make you feel whole and still feeling the hole. that is true suffering.

I thought I wanted what I needed…i was wrong.

nana -xoxo

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    2012
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I do get called a bitch quite often. What I do NOT get called is pushover, stupid, sweetheart, dear or doormat. Works for me.
nana -xoxo
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    2012
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